I know at least one of you think this was a good idea. My mom does too.
But seriously, I don't.
What did I think I could possibly gain from this?
What reason did I have for this? When I look back on it, I had no reasons for breaking up with her.
No. I need her back.
I was a fool. An idiot.
I think one of the reasons was so I could date other girls. pheh. That's nothing. That would just make for a more awkward situation.
God, I hope she's not too badly hurt. I never wanted to hurt her. Which sounds untruthful, because you can't break up with someone who loves you without hurting them.
I hope she'll take me back.
I was going to talk to someone about this, but no, I have to do it. I don't care if anyone else thinks I'm a moron for getting back together with her. She's my life. Without her, I'm not truly living.
|Mad Season - Matchbox Twenty (Wow, that really fits)|