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It's been a long December.
And there's reason to believe
maybe this year will be better than the last.

I mean, It hasn't been a bad year, by any means.

I got a new best friend, had a blast in Dallas, told people how I felt about them, saw Toronto again, saw my favorite band live, and found someone who truly loves me as much as I love them.

But it's just been a long December.

The only snow was in the beginning of the month, and with the sun going down sooner, that always depresses me.  Not to mention the way I hurt Krystle.  I feel just awful about that.  I'm so glad she took me back, but still, things just aren't quite the same.  I hurt her, and no matter what some may think, hurting someone is a terrible feeling.

Christmas was great, though, and I can't really complain about New Year's Eve.

I guess I just wish there were snow.

Current Mood:
blah blah
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On January 5th, 2007 02:17 am (UTC), fahrenheit42391 commented:
It has indeed been a long December.

You may have hurt me, Dave, but when I fell in love with you I made a choice: to trust you and to love you, and when you love someone like that, you give them the ability to hurt you, which they will eventually, because they are human. I know things still aren't quite the same, but give it time, and we'll get back to where we used to be, maybe stronger than we were before.

As always, I love you, and I'm glad to have you back.

P.S. I'll put in a word to the man upstairs to send you some snow.
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